Dare To Dream

MOVED..

2009-05-27T00:20:00.002+08:00

random but i have moved to

iwantanewblog.wordpress.com

2009-04-16T15:40:00.002+08:00

I'm here to blog
COS
haha i just received huiyuan's bday card yday
and she told me to blog.
wasn't expecting anything from you
so when i saw the card got gan dong de feel
somemore write in chinese.
haha.
thanks =))
at first i tot the borders were part of the card
until i looked closer and realise that she drew that herself.
haha XD

of cos and not forgetting my frens who came all the way to surprise me!!!
really clueless at first
thank you shuning for organising
and not letting me experience a luo mo bday
haha
thank you jiaxian for coming all the way from hall
thank you meixin for ermm joining in the fun
lols
and sianwei for driving them to my house
lols =))
and ya thank you ah ma for celebrating my bday twice with me =))
gan shou dao ni de ai <3
haha

and of cos thanks soulmate and haniff for the bday treat and present.
and my family for celebrating my bday with me =))
haha my real ah ma came to my house to give me hongbao!!!

yeah so all in all i didn't have a luo mo bday i initially tot i would have
thanks to such great frens and family.
promise to blog abt my bday after exams okayy.
yeah huiyuan you heard me!!
i shall BLOG about my day after exams alright =))

and thanks to all my frens for the bday sms and msg on my wall
lols =)))
loves

Huiyuan's farewell

2009-02-10T18:08:00.004+08:00

this is a blog entry dedicated to huiyuan
my first blog entry of year 2009
haha
special hor.
so now you all know my reason for not blogging
it's to save it for huiyuan
haha

anyway just went to the airport to send her off.
come to think off it
everything really happened in a flash
from last year when she decided to study in australia
to her applying for the uni
to her being accepted by the uni
and to her boarding the plane today to study her dream course

evrything happened in a flash
and now that she's gone just lidat
my heart feels empty
i can feel my tears as i'm typing this
haaa
i'm really a strong cry-er
haha can cry anytime anywhere
i'm such a weakling. haha

but i really feel proud and inspired by her
i asked her why she didn't cry at the airport
and she said crying will mean regretting
and she has no regrets to the path that she chose
which is absolutely right. =))
such bravery and i admire her for that..

anyway i believe 5 years will pass in a flash
and you will be reunited with us soon ~~~
i'm really scared i will lose my friends when i get older
jiaxian was like saying next time when we have children will we still keep in contact
cos we realise our mama de fren v limited
and mostly formed by their children's classmates' mummies
which left both of us worried that we won't have friends in future too
haha
hope it's just cos we duo xin

i didn't know i will be this sad when you leave
but when you really left i felt really empty within
realised that friendship is such a powerful force
and i had such a great time with all my BFFs
i need to learn to treasure them
and not take them for granted
cheers to our 7 years of friendship
and never once choosing to give up on any one of us
love ya guys!!!
keep in CONSTANT contact
and update your blog frequently okay ah yuan!!!

"True friendship is a plant of slow growth, and must undergo and withstand the shocks of adversity before it is entitled to the appellation."- George Washington

photos up soon~~~
i want photos!!!

2008-11-30T23:29:00.008+08:00

It's the last day of november
so here's a summary of the birthday parties of the nov babies
first up is jiaxian's bday on 3 november =))

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAXIAN!!!

haha at 12 midnite
me and xue went to her room to surprise her
with breadtalk's mango cake
thou it was half melted by the time we reach her room
but still edible lah..
haha.

the next day this silly girl was expecting her baddie to come celebrate her bday for her
but me and xue acted really well and her hopes of baddie coming diminished
just then baddie surprised her with another cake
haha this time a carrot cake which was quite nice actually.
then after that the two of them soaked in their own happiness
while xue came to bunk with me to watch painted skin
lols.

next up was xue's bday 15 nov

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XUELI!!!

haha.
this girl went to study with her monkey
then meanwhile me and jiaxian went to jp to get the stuff ready
we blew balloons and arranged the presents nicely on the bed

we waited till ard 2am plus then i decided to go back to my room cos my laptop was out of batt
just when i decided to take a short nap
jiaxian called me and said that xue was coming back
wad a move
then i rushed to her room but i forgot the matchsticks
and suay suay i had to see xue when i was on my way down to get the matchsticks
so paiseh
haha but the surprise went well except for the matchsticks part
haha...

and then was shuning's bday on 28 nov

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHUNING!!

i planned her bday while i was studying for exams
den zi high abt how purr-fect the plan was
lols
i wrote the plan on paper somemore
some hiccups happened on the day itself
but phew she didn't suspect anythg until the k box waiter spilled the beans -___-
haix
purr-fect plan you know.
haha
so i met her in the afternoon where we proceeded to marina square
then we went to k box at night..
meixin even called the staff to tell them to say only got 2 pax instead of 6 pax.
thanks gal.
but when we went into the room the k box waiter said later still got ppl coming rite

den i wanted to say only got 2 of us
but then
he insisted later got people coming
then shuning started to suspect something was wrong
haix so the plan sort of fell thru
but we enjoyed ourselves at k box very much
even huiyuan enjoyed herself right
thanks for pei he-ing me okay
you love chun ni~~~ lols

den proceeded to sianwei's house for stayover
at first agreed on meixin's hse but change of plans
haa
we watched 10 promises to my dog
but actually no one was watching la
lols
then in the afternoon xue had to leave first
den the rest of us proceeded to ikea for lunch
haha
yup and after that sianwei sent us home
so nice
haha thanks to sianwei for driving us around =)))

and thanks for meixin,jiaxian,huiyuan and xue who made this possible.
loves these people <3

2008-11-24T21:53:00.002+08:00

hurray!!!!
exams are finally over~~~
yay.
finally.
all has come to an end.
just hope that i will do well
thou i didn't really study very hard
oops =X
but meanwhile it's parteh time
yeah can go out liao
enjoy my holidays~~~

exams~~~~

2008-11-23T21:29:00.003+08:00

i can say that i'm pretty much screwed for tmr's double paper.
haven't finished studying
i screwed up for last week's accounting paper too
super careless.
OMG~~~
haix i dunno what have i been doing lahhh
i'm super uber slack.
can someone wake me up and tell me that i'm in uni now
and every exam determines what class of honours i get at the end of my 3 years here.
haix
where has my motivation gone to??

on a side note
i'm super looking forward to end of exams
haix.
can't wait for everything to be over
yet i fear the results of not putting in full effort for these exams.
=((

2008-11-16T13:15:00.007+08:00

haha weird eh.

no exams dun update blog

in the midst of exams den i update my blog.

*slaps myself*

well this afternoon i got a scare when i saw this outside my door

it's a freaking big grasshopper can

i was freaked out

but decided to take pictures of it

haha as i was holding my camera

i was so afraid it will suddenly fly or hop off..

and on a random note

this is when exam stress gets to you

and you go BONKERS~~

lols.

kk gotta really go study alr.

accounting exam tomorrow~~~~

homesick

2008-11-15T23:50:00.004+08:00

stuck on pulau ntu until end of exams
which led me to this rare blog entry.
battling with homesickness and exams led me to
a slight breakdown just now.
i'm super stressed now
and it doesn't help when you video call with your family on msn
and your sister says she misses you.
=((
emo to the max.
sians
can't wait for exams to end. =X
i'm okay just abit stressed..
haha.
9 more days~~~~
i miss my family alot alot alot.

DOUBLE KBOX

2008-09-20T02:19:00.003+08:00

haha.
i just got back from singing k box at e hub.
with my family and cousins.
yeah!!
happening right.
happiness..
and i'm gg to topone at bugis with meixin and shuning tmr again..
haha. i need lots of honey water!!
lols.
yay recess week!!
finally getting some rest after chiong-ing for tests and projs over the past week.
v shag~
i seriously need rest.
okay off to sleep liaos.
i got cca tmr @ 0930.
another early day for me.
late nites and early mornings.
i'm becoming a panda!!
haha.
looking forward to k-session tmr.
haven't meet with the 2 of them for like 2 weeks alr i tink!!!
wa i realised i getting v bad at blogging.
or mayb i was nv good at it in the first place.
haha.
so boring.
sighs~~

2008-09-13T00:38:00.003+08:00

i bought mooncakes from goodwood park hotel this year
but i didn't put them in the fridge
and in the end the snowskin mooncake melted
and became soggy and gross...
there goes my 44 bucks....
haix
*heartache*
btw had a mini meet up with shuning today =))
was very impromptu
but she decided to meet me in the end
haha gan dong
and i saw alot of celebrities at jurong pt
haha
yday saw quan yifeng hosting shoot
den today saw lee guohuang and kym ng
and chen liping and hong huifang
and an actress from xin hua duo duo kai
haha
yeah den carrying 3 bags of my barang barang
we went from jp to tm den finally to psr ris
where i couldn't take it and ended up in a cab
$9.70 for the taxi fare...
sigh v poor sia
haix
tmr got mentoring prog at 10am...
canot sleep in tmr...
haix
lots of proj and quiz next week
*wishes for recess week to come quickly*
i need rest!!!!
and i want to SING K!!!
heard tt meixin and shuning??
haha.

2008-08-21T23:24:00.003+08:00

haha.
shall see who comes to my rotting blog.
lol.
my first entry after 1 yr plus plus.
haha.
using my bro's laptop nw.
meanwhile still waiting for my own laptop to come.
haa.
1 yr has passed....
in a flash.
alot has happened in the past year.
can't possibly write evrythg down again.
haha.
all i can say is that i'm thankful for my family
and my friends for being dere.
love ya all deep deep. =D
anw will try to start blogging again.
but i need a new blogskin.
haha.
huiyuan u hear tt??
lol. or anyone who can chg blogskins in like 10 mins??
haha.
at least my entry is no longer "i dread chem lectures"
i tink tt's good enough.
lol.
yupyup.

2007-07-19T19:05:00.000+08:00

i dread chem lectures nowadays.

i reli do.

being in the LT is simply suffocating.

teachers speeding through lectures

and students busy taking down the answers.

evryone seem to understand wad the lecturer was saying.

except me.

and a few others.

sigh.

while many may tink i'm jus crapping

but i reli feel immense pressure there.

i already feel like breaking down.

lectures after lectures.

i feel more n more depressed.

the other side seems so fun.

while ours is simply intensive drilling.

no laughter or any nonsense.

just ppl all staring intently

and paying attention to wad the lecturer was saying.

but i couldn't grasp one bit at all. :(

sigh.

i seem so seh these few days too.

so sorry to those ppl who talked to mi

but i responded coldy towards.

i was just feeling moody.

hope thgs will go well after some time.

hav been staying back in skool

these few days to complete my homework.
so jus a v random picture of the skool

from the main gate.

2007-07-12T19:00:00.000+08:00

it's has been a long day today.
i'm so tired.
lack of sleep these few days so
dun reli feel like waking up in
the morning for skool. :(
hmm.
but it's fri tmr.
finally have more time to rest.
but time seems to be running out.
consultations and revision papers
seem to be awaiting me.
n i gotta mug already.
MUG MUG MUG!!
alot of thgs happened recently.
but i'm so glad it's over.
otherwise i won't be able to cope anymore.
anw i shall
HUA YA LI WEI TUI DONG LI.
n i reli hope i will really focus
and get down to intensive studying.
i want my life free from regrets.
this seems like a heavy post.
sian.
i also dun reli noe wad i'm typing.
boring boring boring.
haha.
anw jiayou people okies.
we will do it tgt!! :)
n go overseas nxt year.
haha.
i got alot of places to go to.
papa say dec go hk den CNY go elsewhere.
n i gg overseas with my frens too.
haha sound v shuang.
looking forward to the end of this year.

-agony on my face, can't you see? lol.

2007-06-19T18:48:00.000+08:00

i'm wondering wad am i doing here.
seriously.
updating my blog in the middle of mye revision.
o.O
sianz. i shd find some time to change my template liao.
seriously abit outdated u see.
haa.
goong craze is over officially!!
diao.
counting down to exams in 6 days.
lik can u imagine??
6 days left only leh.
die-ed.
haix. pray for a miracle to happen sia.
haa.
anw happy bday to our dearest ser min
aka tengteng aka serser whose bday is tmr!!
haa. wadever.
it's the same ppl thou.
gan dong rite??
i so long nv blog liao.
first entry wish you happy bday leh.
although v sad canot celeb tmr.
but den we will celeb after exams ks!!
haa.
n also happy bday to sianwei too!!! :)
same bday as sermin
ok i shd seriously be studying now.
byebye.
till then :)

2006-12-27T02:43:00.000+08:00

heyhey..
alot of ppl complain tt i nv update my blog..
so nw i shall update a lil on my life..
haha..
so for the past few days..
i hav been rottin at home to tc of my sis
cos my parents go genting..
sian..
so in order to make my sis happy
as wad my parents ordered me to do..
i took her to IKEA@tampines..
haha..
tt place was big..
seriously big..
AT IKEA..

n after tt took her to buy some clothes..
haha..
in the fitting room..

pretty pretty gal..
i tink she looks cute in this white gown..
or dress? whatever..
haha..
n after tt went to her fav place of all times..
THE ARCADE..
haha..
n finally after 3 days..
when i buried myself with..
MOPPING THE FLOOR..
WASHING THE CLOTHES..
WIPING THE WINDOW..
DA-BAOING FOR MY SIBLINGS..
ya.. i was v bz being the housewife la..
haha..
yeah today i get to go out..
with the seven of them..
heehee..
we went to marina sq..
to eat, exchange gift, buy accessories..
N MOST IMPTLY..
PASS DEATHNOTE TO THEM..
haha..

after tt ahyuan had to leave for work..
den at first wanted to watch movie de..
but in the end went to suntec..
where i met meixin..
haix..
i miss meixin!! :)
haha..
erm..
n we went to pasta to eat..
n corine n karen had to leave..
so left mi sara yan ser n ah ma..
so we went to esplanade to tok n walk walk..
n we wrote our wishes on the sphere
to be thrown in S'pore river durin the NEW YEAR 2007..
haha..

n after tt we went to chat or rather gossip..
ahha..
n went home finally!! :)
it's been a fun day..
love u gals loads <3
mus go watch deathnote 2 tgt ok?? :)

ya.. n hjj too.. haha..
kk gtg slp liao..
nitex..

2006-11-09T21:26:00.000+08:00

had OP today..
quite suay..
cos the DVD won't play..
caused delay for more than half an hr..
n we were the first grp..
so quite seh-ed..
haax..
but i'm so so glad tt it's
FINALLY OVER!!!
xcept for I&R..
HURRAYS... :)

2006-11-08T10:13:00.000+08:00

yday was a random day..
pure randomness..
i had to go to ahyuan's hse to return her mp3..
but her bro sae she still sleepin..
so being a nice person..
i climbed up 5 storeys..
n was quite shocked..
i tot i came to the wrong block or smt..
haha..
can't find her hse..
den saw a familiar slipper outside..
den called her bro to come out n take the mp3..
pure randomness..
den decide to eat there..
haha..
asked ser which coffeeshop de mi hoon kueh nice..
random..
after i start eatin den she replied me..
well too bad..
den i went to the bakery shop where ser's mama workin at..
haaxx..
den my mama v random talk to her mama..
say my daughter is ur daughter's fren..
so it was a random morning..
baahhhh..
den ltr i ask ser whther wan to work..
$8 per hr leh..
still god bonus..
haha..
after much persuasion..
we went to town for interview at ard 1900..
lik two of us..
how random can it get??
haha..
long entry..
i better nt add in the details..
jus some random pics after the interview..

haha..
results of the interview still nt out yet..
hopefully we can get the job..
heex..
den i'll be rich!!
muahahaha..
oh ya..
hav to rush for OP dry run liao..
oops..
gettin late..

2006-11-06T23:57:00.000+08:00

haha..
played 7 hand poker for the past few days..
haha..
i tink i quite pro-ed..
oops..
so far i hav thrashed meixin and kwang..
haha..
n nw kwang owes mi a meal plus drink..
muahahahaha..
nt a bad deal leh..
haha..
gg to look for more opponents to compete..
ahha..
btw OP is on thur..
haha..
hope we will perform well..
MJ 108 ooshh..
haax..
n today durin OP..
one of my member came up to mi n said..
eh i tink u refer too much to ur script..
in a v zhuai face n tone..
wah wan to punch him lars!!!
hmmph..
u tink ur presentation v good meh?!!!
haha..
cool down..
kk..
tt's all ba..
my mama hurryin mi to sleep..
ahahha.. :)
Nite evryone!!

2006-11-01T23:59:00.000+08:00

had op for the past few days..
reli gettin bored of that..
but hav to jiayou..
geex.. MJ108 jiayous..
dunno y..
felt lonely these few days..
even when i'm surrounded by frens..
y issit tt the feelin is so diff..
frens who didn't seem lik frens anymore..
issit the case in jc..
haix..
anw i tink i ps alot of ppl these few days..
sorrie ppl..
shiqi for ogl n bash..
meixin and hy for job interview at the last min..
chen en for job n movie..
haha..
sorrie ppl..
my sincere apologises..
yeah..
esp meixin..
sorry gal..
hope u aren't angry wif mi anymore.. :)
i <3 shin

2006-10-26T01:10:00.000+08:00

haha..
got million of thgs to say today..
anw i went to tm to watch deathnote today..
wif ser, sarah, ah ma, youguan, kwang and yan..
haha..
funny combi..
but nevertheless fun..
haha..
lamed alot thru out..
we were lik mad ppl..
talkin loudly abt goong..
the latest craze in town..
haha..
i luv shin ok..
btw deathnote was nice..
haha..
L is cute..
i tink i wna watch the comic..
haha..
mus borrow frm ah ma..
yeah..
n btw 06s304 is promoted as a class..
haha..
so i get to c all of them nxt yr..
haha..
n we tot lik ser n kwang retained..
n ah ma cried lars..
both of them actin so real sia..
den sara mi n ah ma so blurred..
oh.. n i bought goong OST today..
haha.. so happy.. :)

n before i reached home..
shiqi called mi to become ogl..
haix..
n i jus msg her to tell her i nt becomin ogl liao..
haix..
i feel so bad..
she nv replied..
so worried she will be angry..
haix..
to shiqi:
hey shiqi.. hope u nt angry wif us k..
yup.. we still love u alot de..
relis.. i swear..
haha.. so dun dao us alrite??
i noe u alreadi v di sheng xia qi ask us be ogl liao..
but den.. ya.. hope u r ok..
dun forget we still hav a date tmr.. :)
love u stead.. haha..

to jiaxian:
hey u r nt forgotten k..
although we reli seem to drift apart..
but den i believe our frenship will be able to withstand all tis..
hav confidence k..
we shall hav bbq one day..
haha..
organised by u n hy as usual??
oops.. i tink u all gg to kill mi..
but gal.. cheer up ks..
dun wan to c u sad.. :)

wa i so lor soh today..
sorry ar..
god alot of thgs to say ma..
although i made alot of good frens in mj..
lik shiqi, ser min, ah ma, meixin they all..
whom i nv tot i will b such close frens wif..
but we did..
n i'm grateful for all the frens i made in mj..
cos u all added fun n laughter to my life..
i luv u all loads..
but for my old frens..
haha.. i love u all all the same..
u all r nt forgotten!! :)

2006-10-18T22:40:00.000+08:00

got back our promos results these few days..
my results were ok..
but den when i look ard..
i saw a number of sad faces..
some crying..
some looking glum..
i dunno if i shd be happy or sad..
it's such a complicated feelin..
cos the whole atmosphere is jus so tense..
evryone was so solemn..
n i dunno wad to do..
i did not noe if i shd console them..
cos if i did..
will it sound scarca to them??
haix..
it didn't feel good at all..
even if i god promoted..
n my frens didn't..
haix..
so reli hope evryone can promote tgt..
cos they r such close frens..
frens who laugh tgt..
n cry n share probs tgt..
without them..
i guess life@ mj will be meaningless..
no fun.. no laughter..
jus a dead class.. :(
i love my frens..
shuning.shiqi.ser min(with spacing)
huiyuan.tracy.meixin.yuquan.junkwang
karen.corine.larre.sarah.yanhong.
chintow.cailing.zihui.andrew.blah blah..
haa..
although i onli knew most of them tis yr..
we could reli clique..
so reli thx to these frens..
if not for them....
life is jus plain boring..
cheerios.. :)

2006-10-17T21:21:00.000+08:00

it's tue alreadi..
i slept at 2am yday..
been havin late nites nowadays..
gg to become panda soon..
haha..
but i was happy yday..
i reli was..
sent an email to shiqi..
den mx, mi and shiqi chatted over msn..
had a heart to heart talk..
n finally understood one another..
i tink it was one of the times..
where i reli treasured my frenship wif them..
the lame gang..
who was always dere..
we often wondered how we clique so well..
but we jus did..
haha..
n i'm grateful for such frens..
haha..
i reli love them..
n reli hope tt we dun drift apart..
haha..
i was glad i took the initiative to
talk abt the problem..
n it was finally solved..
i felt so relieved..
so ppl out there..
dun hestitate to tell ur frens abt ur problems..
so tt u understand each other better..
haha..
anw..
2 more papers to go..
n i reli hope
we can promote as one!! :)

2006-10-16T21:11:00.000+08:00

wah hav been bz shoppin these few days..
preparin for my cousin's weddin dinner on sunday..
haha..
excitin..
hope to get angbaos from my cousins tt day..
sianx..
been watchin goong on youtube nowadays..
got hooked onto the drama..
haha..
shin n his wife so cute..
so sweet..
haix..
haha..
i wan to buy the vcd..
but mama dun allow..
she says it's a waste of $$..
haha..
mus go work durin the hols..
so hav $$ to buy wad i wan..
haha..
ppl let's go work tgt!!
haha..
n to ah ning and dear mx:
dun gif up!!
haha..
believe in ur happiness..
n garb ur happiness..
haha..
dun let the chance slip thru..
or u r gonna regret..
haha..
fate is in ur own hands..
gambette..
i'm behind u!!
haha :)

2006-10-12T19:45:00.000+08:00

wah..
jus realised tt i nv blog for a mth liao..
time flies..
the yr 2006 is endind soon..
jus changed my blogskin..
hope it's nt ugly..
yup..
i guess tis will be a v short entry ba..
been feelin depressed these few days..
anw..
mj open hse is tmr..
13 Oct 06..
dark friday..
i guess my day tmr will be as dark as friday the 13th ba..
haix..

abandoned n lost in my own world.. =(

2006-09-10T20:18:00.000+08:00

jus changed my blogskin..
wasn't reli successful lar..
as u can c..
the links r lik so scattered..
haix..
anyone pls help mi??
jus realise promos is lik onli 3 wks away..
oh gosh..
thru out this wk..
hav been gg out to study in school..
airport..
anywhere tt is conducive for studyin..
haa..
but nv reli studied anythg..
haix..
i had consultations..
haa.. not too bad..

FRIDAY..
went airport to study..
with meixin, ning, andrew n chen'en..
UNPRODUCTIVE..
n they were LATE lars..
i was so SHEN QI..
they said will confirm early reach de..
n despite mi livin the furthest..
n also got lost when gg there..
they were still ltr than mi!!
haa..
n due to wakin up so early..
0630!!
earlier than my norm wakin up time..
evryone was lik strugglin to keep awake..
n we jus slacked alot..
mx n i ate alot lars..
n ning was so you xin ji..
she ate so little..
make mi n mx feel so guilty..
haa..
we even went to cold storage to smuggle some tidbits to mac..
so unglam lar..
no face..
haa..
n we started eatin happily..
haha..
n we played rally race on our hp..
amusin.. haa..
mus do that agn...
n tt day we god ps by shiqi AGN..
lik for thousands of times le..
haix..

SATURDAY...
had to wake up v early as usual..
n as usual someone was late..
n we made our way to NUS..
n we were late for the ceremony..
haa..
ceremony was quite fei lars..
haha..
btw the tanjong pagar MP was quite shuai..
haa..
-_-''
after tt we left for lunch at ANCHORPT..
n tio scam..
haa..
we ate alot of grass for $5.80..
haha..
when we went home..
saw a shuai ge on the mrt..
n ning was lik so hua chi lars..
can't stand her nowadays..
she's lik so HUA CHI n BHB..
haha..
n her temper quite HOT these days..
haha..
ended up the guy god smoke..
so is a tei-tei..
NONO.. not a good catch..
haha..
seh..
kk.. v long entry liao..
i still hav my EOM, WR, bio tutorial n lots of stuff to do n..
SCHOOL STARTS TOMORROW!!

2006-09-01T12:08:00.000+08:00

haa..
my blog has been lik so stagnant..
so it's time to add a blog entry..
haha..
ya..
had chem test on wed..
i tink i'll fail..
sorrie mr wong..
haa..
screwed up the test..
so careless..
can't stand myself..
not tt i dunno how to do okies..
haix..
enuff of tests..
yday was tcher's celeb..
haa..
oh..
shiqi's dance's so HOT!!
haa..
ya..
den in the morn gave presents to the tchers..
haa..
den god one tcher say my earring pretty..
haa..
oops..
n mr wong v touched by our gifts..
haa..
we spent a long time lookin
fo the presents okies..
haha..
den we went to eat..
n watched "The Devil Wears Prada"
oh the gal so chio..
ANNE HATHAWAY..
gaa..
but dun reli understand some parts of the stry..
ya..
anw..
haven't watched movies for some time le..
haa..
i'm broke nw..
haix..
oh ya..
n after thhe movie was jus pure slackin..
n more slackin at TM..
yup..
anw..
HAppy Teachers' DAY!! :)

2006-08-21T23:59:00.000+08:00

haa..
i so long nv update liao..
haa..
good news..
my hp died on mi agn..
so it's down for servicing AGAIN..
ya..
AGAIN..
for the second time..
n i'm gettin fustrated wif nokia phones aldy..
always hanging..
n always spoilt..
haix..
can my phone be good??
haix..
act i was jus sendin smt
from ning's hp to mine..
halfway thru..
my hp hanged..
den i off my hp den on agn..
wah den the hp ask mi for
restriction code..
i was lik..
Wad's tt??
so i happily tried a few combi of nos.
0000, 1234
which turned out to be ineffective..
luckily CS was nearby..
so we went nookia shop and asked..
den the person say mus service..
i was lik WHAT?!
n i was ltr told tt it will be ready in 2 days..
2 days is ok..
den today evening..
the nokia ppl called mi..
erm.. sorry Miss Clarin..
but ur phone will onli be available after ard
5 days.. we will call u when ur hp is ready..
SCAM MI..
tt time also lidat..
as a result i waited for lik 1 week plus..
when it was supposed to be lik 2-3 days..
feel lik killin NOKIA..
hmmph..
haix..
qi si wo le..
anw..
jus finished printin out my GP essay..
haaa..
so tada..
i vented out my fustrations alreadi..
gtg do some hw b4 gg to slp..
oh bio SPA is on thur..
wish mi luck..
n to Andrew: Take care..
haha.. recover fast.. :)

2006-08-09T02:54:00.000+08:00

haa..
excitin life today..
i enjoyed myself so much..
btw i jus got back home..
haa..
watched DRAGON TIGER GATE with my family..
midnite movie..
haa..
happenin rite??
wah ppl the show reli v nice k..
i'm so memerised by zhang zi dan..
aka wang xiao long..
his body so fit lars..
although he's lik 40 plus now..
haix..
i seem to lik older guys..
haa..
oops..
but he reli v shuai.. *_*
god charisma..
haa..
ohs..
today had national day celeb in skool..
den went sakura to eat wif "BLEAH"..
the 8 of us lar..
the few lame ppl in S304..
love them to bits..
haa..
we had buffet..
haa..
wah.. ah ma today v hot lors..
chao zheng de..
but she dun belif mi..
tink i "paw"in her..
haix.. i so sad..
haa..
tmr gg out wif princess..
aka ning..
haa..
miss her..
haa..
havin the "I MISS AH NING" syndrome..
haa..
i not les k..
haa..
i'm in such a hyper mood now..
although comin to 3 am le..
lalala..

2006-08-05T15:41:00.000+08:00

haix..
wad is tis world comin to??
why r frens ard mi all so sad..
i feel bad to c them lidat..
haix..
reli dunno wad to do..
i hav done all i could to console u..
but mayb it doesn't help ba..
but jus hope tt u'll cheer up ba..
haix..
i also dunno wad to say..
seein so many ppl upset these few days..
i'm also turnin abit moody liao..
haix..
life suxs..
it does..
as we grow up..
i realise it's harder n harder to be happy..
to be reli happy..
jc life is lik so stressful can??
haix..
but i chose tis path..
n i noe i hav to perservere on..
n i hope my frens
u all will do the same..
let's get promoted, shall we??
haa..
jus v random..
also dun quite get wad i'm tokin abt..
but i reli feel upset seein u all so sad..
so cheer up k..
to huiyuan:
my greatest worry ba..
i jus hope u'll go back to ur old self..
the happy hy..
ya..
jiayou k..
god prob can tell mi..
dun hav to bottle it all up..
but if u not comfortable in
tellin mi ur probs..
den tell ur other frens k..
ya.. cheer up..
tt's all i hav for u..
to meixin:
hey..
cheer up gal..
so upset to c u so sad tt day..
dun sad le..
ltr not pretty lehs..
haa..
den E.Y dun lik..
haha..
no lars..
cheer up k..
dancin queen??
to shiqi:
haa..
u so stressed lars..
keep muggin n consultin..
ya..
dun b too bothered by ur class ting..
yeah..
haa..
u will get promoted de lars..
jiayous..
mus sleep lars..
if not ltr ur body break down how lehs..
to shuning:
dun care abt ur class ppl lars..
haa..
cheer up too..
yeahs..
n yuanyuan always dere for u..
mi too k..
haa..
dun forget abt mi lars..
so check ur schedule le mahs??
haa..
tt's all ba..
:)

2006-07-30T22:12:00.000+08:00

ohs..
i haven blogged for so long agn..
haix..
dunno y..
hav nthg to blog abt nowadays..
duno how i can blog evryday last time..
haa..
tis shows i'm gettin bored of bloggin..
haa..
so random..
meanwhile i'm sortin out my chem file..
chem file check tmr..
haax..
sians..
national day's comin..
yipee..
haa..
holidays..
but part of it meant for studyin..
seh..
60 days left to promos..
n do the tchers hav to keep on
remindin us abt tt..
we hav onli 60 days ok!!
haa..
not lookin forward to skool..
how come wkends always end so soon..
hmmph..
haix..
nthg to say le..
gotta get back to my file sortin..
n another wk full of
HOMEWORK n MORE HOMEWORK..
n REVISION n MORE REVISION..
but mayb watchin pirates on tue..
i noe i damn lag..
haa..
but anw..
it's a good thg
i can finally watch some movies.. :)

2006-07-20T13:04:00.000+08:00

hoohoo..
i at skool library nw..
haa..
oh..
i got back my hp le..
refound happiness..
haa..
but tt was quite long ago le..
nowadays v lazy blog..
haahaa..
jus finished bio spa..
horrendous lar..
to tink i even wore the new skirt
without the dichromate one
so tt mayb
won't as suay as chem spa tt time..
turns out to be the same..
no diff..
haa..
although the organism
not veri scary..
but den didn't manage to
complete my spa nvtheless..
ya..
my organism died on mi lars..
how fustratin...
took the mass le den die..
haiyo..
so irritatin..
but nvm it's over le..
haa..
so dun care lars..
haa..
ltr gettin back results slip..
haix..
all red..
haa..
anw..
nvm..
work harder for promos ba..
haa..
my cousin shocked to noe i fail
all my subj except GP..
she say she tot i dun hav the
word "fail" in my dictionary de..
haa..
alot of ppl tink i study a lot..
den grades quite good one..
haa..
who noes..
my tcher will be meetin my parents..
THIS SAT..
so i'm not tt clever too lars..
haaha..
yup..
nvm..
i shall buck up..
so wish mi luck..
all the way man!! :)

2006-07-12T20:52:00.000+08:00

1 week plus le..
still no news of my hp..
haix..
i miss my phone..
my camera..
mp3..
i even dreamt of it..
bad dream..
i dreamt tt it was spoilt..
after repair..
scare mi..
oh man!!
when can i get back my phone..
:(
can hurry up..
haix..
nokia say the hp spare parts no stock..
win liao lor..
went to collect 2 times le..
both times not ready yet..
they say call mi when ready..
so lik when issit!!
when issit!!
haix..
had a tiff wif my parents over tis..
they say i so stupid..
the person say dun hav stock
den walk away..
shd ask them when stock arrivin mahs..
tell them i dun hav a phone nw..
can they lik hurry up..
r they gg to pay for my bills n stuff lidat..
wah..
i was lik..
ok??
suan le..
dun wna tok to them liaos..
anw..
i reli hope to get my phone back soon..
soon man..
i pray..
oh yas..
n to meixin n ning..
dun sad k..
esp my dearie wife..
she looks so gloomy nowadays..
hey cheer up mans..
u all so attractive..
can find better guys de lars..
haha..
dun worry ks..
:)
hopin to watch pirates tmr..

2006-07-11T17:27:00.000+08:00

haa..
sianx..
i'm lik so bored..
nth to do..
act not nth..
it's jus sianx..
n evryday is jus sianx..
nthg to look forward to..
it's jus tutorials n lectures..
n tt completes my day..
wow..
interestin life i've got..
haix..
nth to blof abt..
jus smth veri random..
cos someone keep sayin
i nv update..
haax..
yeap..
so lookin forward to wkends..

2006-07-06T16:19:00.000+08:00

wah..
i jus realised tt my last entry was lik
4 june 06..
haa..
wad a move..
it has been 1 mth since i last blogged..
so u guys miss mi..
i noe u do rite..
haha..
oh..
skool reopened on wed..
n i made a fool of myself
first thing in the morning..
dots lars..
i tot assembly was at 0730..
so i quickly rushed to skool
onli to find out tt skool starts at 0830..
wah where god seh...
haha...
den called my mum ask her whther
wna hav bkft..
so happily went to west plaza or mall..
haix wadeva lar..
to hav bkft..
haa..
satisfyin..
yipee..
haa..
assembly had attire check..
wah wad a move..
quickly removed my earrings..
n a tcher kb mi lars..
"where's ur waist??"
damn it..
wadeva..
lik who cares..
oh den received the first blow
durin chem period..
haha..
i flung my chem..
but ok lars..
not much feelin..
fan zheng is confirm
c parents de ma..
haha..
ah ma god first in chem for our class..
haha..
n junkwang god first in chem mcq..
haha..
claps..
haa...
den after tt had bp mentorin..
it was fun..
relis.. i swear..
the kids all veri cute..
haa..
den after tt went wif meixin to tm..
went to collect my hp..
okies it's still not ready for collection..
pengz..
waste my time..
so i'm stuck wif my old old phone..
haix..
no camera..
no mp3..
sads..
regret not tellin m1 abt
my phone probs earlier..
cos the person say if within 1 wk god prob
den can change..
CHANGE lehs..
wah..
when i went dere..
my phone was 1 wk 3 days old..
seh lar..
tmr will be gettin back bio n maths..
wonder how i'll be doin..
it's lik almost 60% of the cohord fail bio lars..
so parents' meetin is confirmed..
n i alreadi booked my bro n mum for the mtg le..
haha..
oh..
Pirates of the Carribean 2 showin on
13 july..
hey ppl..
mus go watch ks..
haha..

2006-06-01T09:26:00.000+08:00

haha..
i'm in the library nw..
dunno wad to do..
cos i overslept..
den forgot abt the interview today..
abt BP mentorin...
den they aldy started..
den lik go in le veri guai..
so nowhere to go..
slackin at library..
heez...
ltr still mus meet up do GPP..
sians..
after GPP..
still god lectures till 1705..
n after lect still god AGM..
n lik nw is onli 0930..
haix..
how m i gg to survive..
haha..
A LONG DAY..

2006-05-30T21:23:00.000+08:00

270506
today woke at ard 0640..
had to go Pasir Ris FSC to do CIP..
we were grp leaders..
haha..
hav to lead the parents n children..
on a picnic at Pasir Ris Park..
we had games n lots of fun..
god to noe 2 new frens..
one was mansfield n the other nicholas..
haha..
nice guys lars..
haha..
oh.. the children dere were lik so cute can..
esp army and police..
i simply lik adore them..
haha..
oh we went to eat and went home after tt..
i ltr met up wig ning n huiyuan to watch
DA VINCI CODE..
haha..
at first went to TM GV one..
den found tt the tickets sellin fast..
den the only available timeslot
was at 2120 which
huiyuan complained was too late..
so we went to CS..
den saw tt the time was 2130..
even later..
so went back to TM..
den after queuein halfway..
"Over the hedge blah blah FULL HSE"
"X-MEN 3 .. FULL HSE"
"DA VINCI CODE.. FULL HSE"
argh..
den we kept blamin hy..
haha..
den had to go back to CS..
bo pian..
den found out god 2100 one..
but by the time reach dere
was lik 2106..
so we bought tkts for 2130..
finally..
oh ya..
i spent lik $9.50 watchin a movie
i didn't understand..
o.O
but the movie quite nice lars..
haha..
no subtitles..
lousy image quality...
onli cool air con..
n huge seats..
haha..
halfway thru the movie..
i dropped my contacts..
den tried to get it back into my eye..
but failed..
den had to hold it on my thumb for lik
dunno how long..
after the movie..
can't find my contacts..
oh it was on my lap..
ROCKY HARD SIA..
haha..
den tried to save it
by runnin it with lotsa water..
no use..
out of shape le..
haha..
den became officially half blind..
oh it was late..
ning say no more buses liao..
but act is god other excuses one..
haha..
den went to ning's hse to slp over..
ON the FLOOR lars..
haha..
it was so hard i couldn't slp..
plus someone was chattin on the phone..
argh..
onli slept at 0800 in the morn..
den woke up ard 10 plus..
went to hav bkft den went home..

290506
oh there was GP exam today..
bless mi..
hope i won't flung..
enuff of GP..
we went to Lau Pat Sat today..
for learnin journey..
saw a cute guy dere..
ok tt's not the pt..
but dunno y alot of ppl notice him..
haha..
ok.. *craps*
we went to watch X-Men 3 today..
the whole JC1 conhort..
yeap..
quite nice lars..
our tcher treat us to popcorn..
so nice..
haha..
after tt went to bugis for dinner..
where andrew ps us..
haa...
went to mac..
ate a chicken burger n a sprite..
den went home after tt..
haha..

300506
today was borin..
attended lotsa lectures..
den LT no air-con..
feel lik suffocatin..
den i was havin a runnin nose..
arghh..
after skool went to eat pastamania..
veri nice..
but the pasta abit too creamy..
oh..
after tt we went walk walk..
den met up wif mx to go her hse..
do farewell gift for seniors..
we made choc founde..
haha..
2 failed attempts whereby the choc
turned in muah chee..
oh choc is disgustin..
it contains so much FATS..
haha..
but we managed to complete
eventually..
haha..
lotsa fun!!
in the process god alot of accidents..
choc drippin here n dere..
choc solidify..
feel so sry for mx..
haha..
THE END>>

2006-05-26T21:14:00.000+08:00

haix..
i tink i on the verge of breakin down..
sinkin into depression..
relis..
but no one seem to care..
no one..
i'm tinkin of becomin a loner..
isolated from evryone else..
no more ugly comments..
jus mi and mi alone..
in a world of my own..
totally devoid of feelings..
i stand on my own..
do tings on my own..
smt it's better tis way..
isn't it??
haix..
Life sucks..
even frens dun seem better..
family..
haix..
i had enuff..
Livin in a world of my own..
i will get used to it..
i guess..
there's no one i can tok to..
no one..
well..
mayb...
my probs'll accumulate to a pt..
till i can't breathe..
n slowly die off..
:(

2006-05-25T22:55:00.000+08:00

jus reached home..
went to bugis to eat wif..
zul shiqi zhihui huiyuan
ning chintow junkwang..
well zul didn't reli eat lars..
haha..
we were jus chattin...
reli missed them alot..
missed s303 of the past...
haix..
today we hav early dismissal at
1435..
to go to jalan besar stadium
to support mj..
against vj..
haix..
we lost 4-2..
but it was a good fight..
yeap..
although mj lost..
we were united thou..
alll thanx to the idiotic referee..
who gave jkhoo a RED card lars..
for deliberate hand ball...
yuquan say one..
but is the referee blind lars..
jkhoo used his forehead lars..
o.O curse referee arhs..
so angry!!
haha..
i shd learn to watch soccer sia..
but anw i cheered until lik siao lars..
haha..
messy hair..
oily face.
i dun care anymore..
no image.. nvm..
support mj more impt..
haha..
i tink i curse alot today..
all thanx to the referee..
lik wad the ****
stupid idiotic lars..
curse him ars..
so biased one..
but anw..
let's not tok abt this..
haha..
i met fran too..
haha..
she lik grow taller agn..
more pretty le..
haha..
but anw i reli missed my frens
back in s303..
guys i miss you all!!
haha..
n tmr's a holiday for mi!!
yipee!!
haha..
no skool tmr!!!!!
isn't tt great???
hahah..
craps..
anw ya..
jkhoo roxs..
yeap..
my no.6 fren also roxs..
haha..
MJC ROXS!!!!!
o.O
tata..
nites..

2006-05-24T19:30:00.000+08:00

hav been muggin for past few days..
as in reli muggin..
even my mum said i was hardworkin lars..
haha..
my days hav been lik
skool home bathe study sleep..
lik wad a move..
but i'm pleased wif myself..
for being such a mugger these few days..
i studied my work and did my homework..
haha..
good gal!!
yday i was muggin for bio test..
n i reli studied alot..
i memorised all the steps to
Kreb's Cycle, Glycolysis n blah..
but it was disappointin..
i couldn't do the qns..
even MCQ was lik..
haix..
dun tok abt it..
n i studied from the moment i reached home..
which was lik 6pm..
until 12pm..
when i went for a light nap..
n went on studyin at 5am..
but it was useless..
i didn't noe how to do the bio test..
stupid mi..
bio test dealt mi such a huge blow..
haix..
hope tt i can pass..
bless mi..
anw hrs of muggin..
for these few days..
has reli made mi..
tired and easily irritated..
haix..
n there was CCA today..
we went to Meridian Pri..
haha..
cute kids there..
but some were reli active..
had a great time day..
but as much as i enjoyed myself..
i didn't feel reli happy..
i was kinda sians..
oh my..
i'm lik contradictin myself..
haix..
dunno lars..
but i dread gg for CCA nowadays..
there's nth for mi to do dere..
when i attended the meetin today..
i felt so lost..
i didn't noe wad was happenin lars..
totally blur...
wad welfare party n blah blah..
sians..
den went to Meridian Pri..
playin wif the kids..
was slightly better..
after tt left Meridian Pri to go
Pasir Ris FSC for some meetin..
on the way dere..
i was totally listless..
had no mood at all..
haix..
sianx..
smt reli felt so out..
haix..
lik i dun reli belong anywhere..
it's the same wif CCA n my class..
feelin so depressed..
lik who can understand lars...
haix..
startin to crap liaos..
still hav econs essay,
maths tutorial
and chem tutorial to do ltr..
sianz..
btw MJC is playin against VJC
at jalan besar stadium tmr..
it's the FINALS!!!
i'm so lookin forward to tt..
yeap..
hope mj wins..
mayb fri will be a full day off..
ahha..
btw miss soh is leavin us..
haix..
i will lik miss her..
she's lik so nice can!!
Mr Owen is comin nxt term..
lik wad the..
tink it's another NIE tcher..
wish mi luck..
gonna get lots of consultation in future..
yeap..
tt's all i guess..
byes..
hope tt mj wins..

2006-05-17T13:10:00.000+08:00

perspiring profusely..
tired..
worn out..
hair in a mess..
totally drained of energy..
u mus be wonderin wad i did jus nw..
well i jus had my chem SPA..
n i TOTALLY SCREWED it up..
lik total failure can..
my hands were lik shakin vigorously..
lik nv b4..
n i was perspirin lik hell..
thou there were fans in dere..
haix...
SPA gone jus lik tt..
n it's 20% of A lvls lars..
from the start of the SPA exam..
i was aldy feelin nervous le..
den at first was still ok..
i was quite fast in preparin my titration..
but den after i started my first titration..
things went out of hand..
i was lik titratin with..
a **** solution at first..
den we were supposed to stop..
at the first pemanent colour change..
but den the colour changed to ****
at first..
den i stopped..
my burette results was lik onli a pathetic **..
i was lik tinkin..
huh?!
y onli **..
issit the correct answer??
i was so so unsure..
so i started my second titration..
hands aldy shakin..
legs gg wobbly..
oops..
how??
the colour changed to a ******
shit!!
lik tt how???
i started to panick lik siao..
smore my frens ard mi god *****colour..
i started to tink abt wad i didn't add in..
was it ****** acid???
or the ****** solution..
wad??
wad went wrong??
after tt i started to get many different shades of ****..
which i dun even noe which the rite one..
den after tt..
even Mr Wong started to tell mi..
"R-E-L-A-X R-E-L-A-X"
and started fanning mi..
my gosh..
thou i'm veri touched by tt..
i was lik more nervous..
n i lik almost wanted to cry..
tears were wellin up in my eyes..
haix..
den after tt i added more ****..
den i god **** colour..
SHUCKS!!
over end point..
but after that i finally god a ****** colour..
Phew!!
but all tt was not over..
i was left with onli 15 min for calculations..
haix..
had to chiong..
but the more i panic..
the more i canot ans the qns..
den started to do the qns..
my mind was in a blank lars..
cancelled a lot of times..
wonder if the examiner will
penalise mi for my untidy handwritin..
n i didn't c the conc of **** until the last few min..
lik wad the..
y m i so cork eye one??
haix..
therfore..
ConCluSioN: A TOTAL FAILURE!!
*some of the contents are not revealed
to protect the privacy of chem SPA exams..

2006-05-16T22:06:00.000+08:00

sians..
i had my 2.4 km NAPFA test today..
tirin sia..
so long nv run le..
almost lik out of breath lors..
haha..
but hav to go on..
told miself tt i canot stop..
luckily made it all the way..
haha..
quite happy wif myself..
cos run halfway..
reli lik canot breathe..
den lik canot make it liao..
thankfully...
i endured it all..
haha..
i god 16th position out of the girls..
of 5 classes..
haha..
so quite proud of miself..
haha..
o.O
haha..
oh..
i received my econs test yday..
failed agn..
2 out of 10..
how bad is tt..
n i DID STUDY..
i RELI DID..
i did my REVISION..
CONCEPT MAPS..
haix...
but i dunno how to apply..
haix..
gotta work harder..
hav been slackin all these days..
slept at 9 yday lars..
haha..
wanted to wake up in middle of nite one..
in the end..
haha..
plan failed agn..
yup..
tml god chem SPA..
haix..
i'm gettin nervous lars..
SPA LEHS!!
haix..
normally still ok..
tt time SPA trial..
i was lik nervous lars..
den evrythg went haywire..
haix..
wish mi luck tmr sias..
haha..
n gd luck to ning too..
haha..
jiayou ppl..
yup..
tt's all..
gotta go do some work n
slp early..
haha..
btw today's tue le..
weekends!!!!!
haha..
tata...

2006-05-11T13:25:00.000+08:00

hi..
i'm here in the library..
slackin after my bio lab jus nw..
today's bio lab was freaky lars..
we had to deal with tadpoles..
BEWARE!!
it's not those kinda small tadpoles..
it's enormous in size lars..
not the norm black tiny ones..
haha..
it freaked evryone out lars..
some say wna drop bio..
haha..
but they were jus jokin lars..
it was disgustin lors..
the tadpoles were close to..
metamorphosis..
haha..
some even have legs le..
luckily mine was quite small..
n obedient..
ya..
basically we were supposed to
count the no. of breaths of the tadpole
in a min..
at varyin temp..
i heard other classes..
when the tadpoles were placed in water of
50 degree clesius..
they became red and almost died..
poor creatures..
n wad's more..
they had to be tortured by diff classes..
for 4 days..
haix..
poor bull frog tadpoles..
but they were strong lars..
haha..
pathetic..
n they were sold at $1 each lars..
so expensive..
haha..
oh..
the transfer of the tadpole to the beaker
was scary..
eew..
so afraid tt it will jus jump out anytime..
haha..
but i tink mine was ok lars..
it was good..
it opened its mouth to breathe..
GOOD TADPOLE..
haha..
some others didn't wan to breathe lars..
haha..
luckily mi..
haha..
oohh...
n i took a no. of pics of the tadpoles
in my cam phone..
haha..
so cute..
but it's still somewhat..
ya u noe...
haha..
so not exactly cute lars..
haha..
ya..
tt's all i guess..
n ltr god music extraordinaire..
haha..
god larre n yanhong..
haha..
jiayou guys..
n zhiyang will also be comin to sing lars..
ya..
tata..

2006-05-10T19:08:00.000+08:00

yo ppl...
today's wed..
haha..
wkend's comin..
ya..
basically..
dere was cca elections today..
yup..
n i didn't get in..
was a lil bit disappointed ba..
n when mr kwek said tt
evryone is a potential leader..
n evryone did well..
but not evryone able to get in to exco..
my tears were lik almost flowin out..
den had to try to control myself..
haix..
den had to try to keep myself happy
for the rest of the day..
despite feelin sians deep down inside..
yup..
was puttin up a fake smile the whole day..
totally no mood..
didn't noe tt slc position would
mean so much to mi..
ya..
but hav to look on brighter side lars..
if not i will most prob
live in depression..
i dun wan tt..
haha..
but anw..
congrats to my frens who got in..
dere's a lot lars..
n shiqi is VP of SC..
so happy for them..
yipee..
i hav a VP for a fren..
haha..
o.O
yup..
but den today when the new exco
had to go in front of class to do intro..
n stay back in skool for awhile..
i felt so lost..
a lonely soul sittin at the back of the class..
a lonely soul gg home on her own..
totally alone..
i shd reli say it's not a reli nice feeling ba..
yup..
but nevertheless..
i will hav to jus get used to tis feelin ba..
haha..
yup..
n feel reli happy for my frens
who got into exco..
yup..
ppl, i'm ok.. reli..
yup..
tt's all..
tata..

2006-05-06T18:50:00.000+08:00

hey..
today's govt elections..
haha..
woke up at ard 11 plus..
den watched mr and mrs smith
cos today need to return le..
rented it at VIDEO EZY..
was quite a nice show..
basically..
yeah..
haha..
den now hav to do PI..
haix..
where god sian..
it's my 4th draft le..
hy pro-ed..
aldy 7 drafts liao i tink..
o.O
haha..
sians..
oh..
yday nite went larre's hse..
watch exorcism of emily rose..
i noe i damn lag lars..
haha..
so long ago le..
dots..
dere was engchang..
shuning..
meixin..
huiyuan..
larre..
and mi..
haha..
weird combi..
went tm to eat first..
den pei larre go buy clothes..
in the end nv bought anythg..
*wna kill him lors*
haha..
gif him comments lik
no use lik tt lars..
until apple sms him..
told him to wear brown..
which we suggested earlier..
but he dun belief us..
hmmph..
haha..
but nvm..
den went to a machine to
rent DVD..
the machine where god cool..
all of us lik sua ku lik tt..
keep woahin at how cool
the machine was..
o.O
haha..
den went to watch the DVD..
but then i watch b4 le..
without sound one..
cos i was alone watchin in my
parents' room..
den canot turn on the vol..
so watched without sound one..
quite scary..
den y day watched wif them..
the movie was ok..
but thx to larre
preachin beside us..
all of us became paranoid
after the movie..
haha..
den say wna go church..
haha..
den after the movie ended was lik
11 plus at nite..
so late lars..
den immed msg mi bro ask him
fetch mi downstairs when i reach..
luckily..
phew..
den when walkin to bus stop..
larre n eng chang disappeared..
which left us gals so scared lars..
it was dark lars..
den evryone started panickin..
*idoitic guys lars*
haha..
but evryone safely reached home..
n slept early..
no one dared to slp after 0300..
the hour of the day..
where bad thgs happen..
haha..
but yday god to noe EngChang..
tok a bit..
ahha...
den evryone was so
amused by him lars..
haha..
ok.. tt's all..
hav to pia PI liaos..
n send to mr ng by todae..
haix..
n mon god 2 tests..
chem n econs lars..
haix..

2006-05-04T20:32:00.000+08:00

hi guys..
i'm here to blog agn..
yesh..
finally..
after so many ppl askin mi to update..
haha..
ya..
tmr is fri..
n wkends is comin agn..
yesh..
been lookin forward to wkends..
haha..
n nxt fri is vesak day..
haha..
i'm lovin it..
oh..
basically i had econs tutorial today
till 6 plus lars..
quite tirin..
so sad lars..
shiqi keep on discriminatin mi..
haix..
n the hy hors..
when she nv tok den i also canot lars..
haha..
den these few days hav been bz..
rushin PI..
doin homework.. as usual..
SLC proj..
yup..
n my whole wk's gone lik tt..
nxt mon will be havin 2 tests..
hope i can pass..
*fingers crossed*
yeah..
PI was crazy la..
so many tings to do..
24 hrs per day nv seem enuff..
yeah..
the SLC proj was quite successful..
was it??
managed to sell all the balls by today..
yipee..
3 cheers for SLC!!
yeah we did it..
haha..
n we had to walk ard with walkin posters..
*looks retarded*
den stupid andrew dun wna buy balls frm us lars..
despite much persuasion..
say no money..
ANDREW i'm so disappointed in u..
but jk yq were nice lars..
donate to us for 2 proj le..
poor dudes..
who ask u all to be our frens..
haha..
but mus thx them lars..
haha..
oh n zul jkhoo eugene ya..
they bought the balls too..
wah sounds reli wrong lars..
it's juggling balls k ppl..
dun tink "slanted"..
haha..
yeah..
but it's quite fun sellin juggling balls..
haha..
n i can juggle 3 balls lars..
how cool issit??
yeah!!
haha..
yup i tink tt's all le ba..
gtg go pia hw liaos..
sayonara..

2006-04-24T20:32:00.000+08:00

here to blog agn..
had an exciting wk last wk..
haha..
became a successful PI..
haha..
oops..
shan't elaborate on tt..
went to study in fri nite..
wasn't productive at all..
onli did a bit of bio concept map..
yeah..
n tt's all..
haha..
we basically chatted thru the nite..
nice tok wif yuquan larre n ning..
started understandin guys a lil better..
haha..
went home after tt..
missed a few stops den
had to go all the way to int..
b4 returnin home..
finally reached home..
was dead beat..
haha..
slpt thru the day..
snooze..
end up none of us went for gatherin..
haha..
oops..
ya..
n received chem test today..
suffered a great blow..
i'm affected by it lor..
haix..
5 out of 25..
second last in class..
even jk did better lor..
haix haix..
wad's happenin..
econs 4 out of 20..
lik tt how to promote..
die le la..
y m i so slack!!
at tis rate..
dun need promote le..
haix..
mus work harder..
it's a must k!!
at least try ba..
since mr wong sats we can make it..
haha..
yeah..
mr wong roxs..
haha..
kk..
gtg le..
shall cont'd nxt time..
n pq n ning hav to tc hor..
hope to cya in skool tmr..
miss ya guys..
yeah.. :)

2006-04-19T23:12:00.000+08:00

however..
i tink i'm feelin ok now..
yeah..
*claps*
ahtan back to norm..
evryone likes cheerful ahtan..
more than ap ahtan..
ahtan shall reli reli
try to remain happy..
for sake of her frens..
pathetic dudes..
hav to tolerate my "apness"..
but reli thanx..
hy mx ning
for always standin by mi..
for forgivin mi..
u peeps rox..
reli fortunate to hav u guys as my frens..
muacks..
a BIG THANX to u guys..
haha..
n to shawn too.. :)
by always being there..
thanx..
yeah..
anw it's corine bdae tmr..
yeah..
n hy shall help publicise agn..
haha..
anw..
HAPPY BDAE CORINE>>
*CLAPS* for Corine..
haha..
yeah..
i'm gg crazy..
dots..
shall try to update more often..
yeah..
cos ning is doin tt..
haha..
hav to keep up too..
kk..
gtg do homework liaos..
lots of hw man..

2006-04-19T22:46:00.000+08:00

has been eons since i last blogged ba..
so do u guys miss mi??
haha..
ok..
it's obvious tt i'm crappin..
yeah..
back to my norm old self..
*claps*
has been feelin down for past few days..
i was feelin lik tis on mon(170406)
i feel so insignificant..
i feel invisible..
i hav nv felt lik tt b4..
absolutely depressed..
tings not gg e way i wan..
haix..
ppl ask mi y i'm so depressed nowadays..
ya..
tt's wad i hope to find out myself too..
wad's happenin to mi..
haix..
i wonder if i'm being hated by my frens..
for always being so ap..
haix..
y r tings gettin worse for mi in jc..
mayb ppl hav gotten tired of mi..
for always being so ap ba..
now evryone bz wif their own stuff..
who wud care so much abt mi anymore..
perhaps no one will..
no one..
frm now..
i'm lonely..
i'm alone..
dere jus seem to be miscomm nowadays..
canot reli xpress wad i wna say..
reli wish for someone by my side..
to listen to my probs..
when will i find someone lik tt??
haix..
i reli tired of smiling all day..
havin to put on a facade evryday is tough..
watchin ur frens laughin happily at one corner
wallowin in self pity urself at the other corner
reli saddens mi..
haix..
feelin so empty inside..
haix..

2006-04-15T00:20:00.000+08:00

hey ppl..
it's good friday today..
3 days of wkends..
but to me, it's still short..
loads of stuff piling on mi..
to the extent tt
i dun even tink i can breathe..
haix..
jc life is so stressful..
can feel tt evryone is basically
countin down to wkend lik mi..
poor dudes..
ya..
n tt day jus god my PW grps..
tink tt my grp reli reli roxs a lot la..
haha..
chem test comin up on tue..
today at first wanted to go out one..
dunno y sudd lik no mood lik tt..
haix..
sian.. sorry ppl..
ya..
lots of stuff to do nowadays..
proj n hw n misc stuff..
reli feel lik not doin anyting lor..
den tmr still god flag day..
n after tt mus go mx's hse do proposal..
haix..
den nw doin proposal too for
ball juggling event..
haix..
proposals..
when issit ever gg to end??
haix..
nowadays..
skool always end so late..
life is just..
study bathe eat do hw sleep..
n the routine starts evryday..
haix..
smt worse..
stay in skool till 6 or 7..
go home bathe eat den sleep..
den nxt day hav to rush hw..
i tink my brain's gg burst..
den tt day wed n thu cons..
i onli slp for 4 hrs to rush my hw..
feel lik my brain no oxygen at all lor..
haix..
god lots of prob...
but dun reli noe who i can tell..
sian..
can feel the dist btw u n mi..
driftin..
driftin..
tings may look good on the surface..
but actually rotten inside..
haix..
haix..
i help to counsel ppl..
solve their problems..
but when it comes to mi..
y do i sound so helpless??
haix..
anw.. happy bdae to my bro..
SINGWEI>>
happy bdae!!
yeah!!
3 cheers for bro..

2006-04-11T11:50:00.000+08:00

it's 11 April today..
it's a special day..
cos it's my bdae..
do u guys still rmb??
haha..
had lots of fun today i suppose..
hy keep helpin mi
publicise my bdae..
haha..
although it's a bit irritain..
but hav to thank her..
cos a lot of ppl wished mi
HAPPY BDAE!!
lalala..
i'm feel good..
yeahyeah..
haha..
was touched today morn when
i receive msg frm
ah tow,michelle,pq,ser n karen
wishin mi happy bdae..
thanx peeps..
n thanx evryone for the presents..
yeah.. luv it..
muacks..
sian..
i'm 17..
n hy keep tellin mi
tt i will turn 20
3 years frm now..
haix.. i'm old aldy..
sad sad..
age is catchin up on mi!!
haha..
yup..
but it's quite saddenin la..
y'day onli god madagascar
help mi celeb my bdae..
cos the others were bz..
but nvm..
they r havin the celeb tis fri..
ahhaha..
will be real bz tis wkend..
hav to rush hw, go out, flag day..
haix..
but tis wk is short..
haha..
so 2 more days to wkends..
haha..
countin down..
yeah..
haix..
jus attended maths tutorial..
couldn't understand anyting..
sad sad..
den after class..
mr Ng ask if i understood the tut..
i was lik erm..
haix..
den he say maths test comin le..
haix..
y m i so slack..
i dunno but jus tt
when i dun understand a subj..
i won't spend so much time on the subj..
cos i will tink tt i can't do the qns..
n tt's a good excuse 4 mi to slack..
haix..
i guess i hav to try to do my maths qns
even though i dun reli understand maths..
it's so complicated..
i'm sorry Mr Ng..
i guess i shall hav to try..
n ah ma shall b my tutor.. yeah..
*claps*
i'm 17..
i shall not slack too much le..
haha..
mus buck up!!
yeah..
clarin can do it!! :)

2006-04-06T23:14:00.000+08:00

been almost a wk since i last blogged..
was bz these few days..
yup..
lots of tings happened today..
firstly..
i had make-up PE today..
n guess wad time i woke up??
0630 lor..
i was supposed to reach btw 0645-0700..
haha..
i set my alarm clock y'day at 0200
to do my maths tutorial..
which i still dunno how to do up till now..
n when i woke up..
i was lik shit!
i didn't do my maths tut..
den sudd i tot of my make -up PE..
oh gosh..
i quickly prepared my stuff
n went down to get a bus..
reahed skool at ard 0702..
saw andrew at canteen..
"Shit!! how.. i late for make-up PE lei"
"Aiya so late le, go confirm tio meh"
"Huh?! reli ar.. den how?"
"Dun go lor.. Go tmr or wad"
"Reli ar.. sure??"
Deciding whether to go or not..
"Who's ur tcher?"
"Miss Suey"
"Orh.. she's quite nice.. go try la.."
U go tell her u overslept..
If her face colour change..
den u immed tell her
u come for make-up tmr morn.."
"Huh?! Reli ar.. i veri nervous lei"
Walks slowly towards Miss Suey..
"Miss Suey.. i'm late.."
"Orh.. nvm still god time..
u go for 5 rounds.."
Finally completed 5 rounds!!
"Miss Suey, i completed 5 rounds"(pantin)
"R u ok?"
haha.. perhaps frightened by my fair face..
haha..
"Oh i'm ok.. it's my usual skin colour"
went to bathe n went for morn assembly..
den durin lunch today..
We sold stuff for charity org
"Make-A-Wish" foundation..
For SLC..
ya..
quite fun..
tok a lot to try to get ppl to
buy our stuff which weren't too pretty..
i tink..
oops..
ya.. but it was quite fun overall..
haha..
den after skool today..
went to hall as promised with hy..
guess wad we did..

WE WENT TO DONATE BLOOD!!
haha..
so excited..
filled in our part n stuff..
the normal reg stuff..
checks by doctor who was quite shuai..
haha..
n blood test n stuff..
queued for our turn to donate blood..
haha..
den mx n ning come by..
mx wanted to donate but..
was rej due to overwhelmin response..
haha..
finally.. my turn..
started to bcome nervous..
tot of the huge needle pokin in to my skin..
aww...
ya..
to the main pt..
eventually..
i didn't get to donate my blood..

NOT DUE TO MEDICAL REASONS>>

NOR ANY OTHER REASONS>>

THE HELPER JUS CAN'T FIND MY VEIN>>

ok.. n mx n ning laughed their heads off la..
Hmmph..
basically..
but nvm..
it's the tot tt counts ma..
haha..
unlik someone..
u noe who la hor..
so in the end..
onli hy managed to doante blood..
n durin the blood donation..
our dear papa faizal was bz..
takin photos of himself donatin blood..
o.O
ya..
after tt we went to support MJ in soccer..
haha..
against AJC..
haha..
basically we won 3-2!!
so happy..
haha..
MJ ROXS!!
JIAYOU MJ..
n congrats to my fren playin for MJ..
haha.. he's no.6..
yeah..
has been a happy day today..
i tink it's the longest blog entry i have..
ya..
haha..
so peeps..
take ur time to read it..
haha..
anw mus vote for shiqi ok!!#10..
the gal with 2 balls..
haha.. sounds wrong lor..
n the other council nominees too!! :)

2006-03-30T22:05:00.000+08:00

sads..
sajc beat mj 3-2 in soccer..
sian..
mj lost.. :(
but nvm it's ok..
mj will win next time de..
yeah..
ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh..
mj bolei mj bolei
all the rest can go fly kite..
haha..
yeah.. mj will win the war!!
hope so..
haha..
my class nv win cap ball..
but it's ok la..
S304 roxs.. JIAYOU!!
haha..
lalala...
IT'S OK
IT'S ALRIGHT
MJ MJ FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT!!
3 cheers for mj soccer team!!

2006-03-30T13:02:00.000+08:00

here at mj library agn to blog..
haha..
sian.. jus finished bio lab..
nw is lunch so at least can slack..
haix..
ltr still god 2 borin periods of
compass n pw..
sian..
i tink i gonna slp lorz..
oops.. :P
haha.. ltr ah tow comin our skool
to watch soccer match..
it's SAJC VS MJC..
hope tt mj wins..
haha..
MJ MJ ALL THE WAY!!
yeah..
ltr after skool still god meetin
wif mr david quek..
ya.. abt citibank proj..
yup.. hope tt onli take awhile
so tt can go support mj soccer..
yeap..
sian.. dunno if can cope nots..
citibank proj if reli get thru..
den still hav weekly tests..
proj work..
cca..
haix.. when issit gg to end..
todae thur le..
so happy cos tmr fri le..
den after tt will be wkend..
haha..
i'm feelin anything but happy nw..
sian.. feel lik givin up evrythg
to slack.. seriously..
n i can't understand anythg
my maths tcher said tis morn..
gt ask kor to teach mi le..
haha.. i miss kor..
but nvm..
cos he comin home tmr le..
haha.. :)
hav been ponderin over tis qn..
Do i reli understand my frens?
btw ppl, kwonsangwoo's new movie
is comin up on 6 Apr..
pls support him!!
i luv kwonsangwoo!!

2006-03-29T23:51:00.000+08:00

Here to blog agn..
been sighin over the past few hrs..
felt reli tired..
sudd feel so sian of jc life..
JC LIFE= NO LIFE
evryday hav to end so late..
canot go watch movies anymore le..
sads.. sian..
attemptin maths tutorial nw..
n guess wad..
i canot do most of the qn la..
WAD A MOVE..
perhaps i shud go for maths tuition..
haha..
but surely god time one lor..
now ning n mi so sian..
tt we r countin down towards wkends..
haha.. we r lamers..
but reli look forward to wkends..
at least can slp in till ??..
whenever u lik..
oh ya was damn suay today la..
after chem lab went to library
wif whole class to do chem pract wb tgt..
den after tt wanted to
pon sci fiesta go home one..
den saw tracy n yanhong..
asked them where ning was..
found out tt they were at the canteen..
went to canteen to find them..
they say they gg to the F1 lect..
cos say god take attendance..
den went wif them lor..
reach LT 4 den onli god pathetic 13 ppl onli..
sad..
haha..
den tcher ask us sit down..
it was free seatin..
den realise tt dun need take attendance lor..
wad a move..
den we attempted to sneak out of LT..
in the end shiqi mx n the rest
managed to sneak out..
jus then, tcher in front said..
"i dun wanna c anymore ppl leavin the LT"
wah lao..
den ning n i faster get back to the seats..
scary..
but luckily after tt lots of ppl came in..
den we attempted to sneak out agn..
it was a success lor..
den shiqi called..
ok we agreed to meet at atrium..
n guess wad..
on our way dere, we met friendly Mr Sung..
"Shuning, wad are u all doin here?"
LOng Pause...
"Erm..."
"You guys hav cca?"
"Erm, no.."
"ok, den go for the F1 form lect"
"erm.. tcher y dun we discuss some tut qn"
it was useless la..
"I can't tink of the tut qn now"
den we had to walk to LT
with Mr Sung behind us..
haix..
n poor shiqi n ppl were also dragged to the LT..
wanted to sneak away at the stairs one..
den saw Mr Sung followin us..
BO BIAN..
hav to go liao..
sian..
sat at the back of the LT.. slackin..
started to take out some maths stuff to do..
ended up scolded by a tcher..
den sat thru the whole lect doin nth..
was stonin lor.. n lamin..
ya..
haha..
NiCE DAY lor.. haha..
haix.. nowadays..
frenship sourin..
but i dun reli spent any effort
to try to "repair"
the leakages anymore..
jus feel so tired..
realise canot clique means canot clique..
no matter how hard u try
the results will eventually be the same..
sian..
startin to realise tt i dun reli
understand some ppl actually..
oh well..
but reli sympathise wif ning..
hav to listen to evryone's probs..
poor gal..
n her hp jus god confiscated..
ya.. life without hp for her is equals to
NO LIFE..
haha..
shall try to qian jiu her in future..
haha.. TRY la..
wah sudd miss jx alot.. reli alot..
miss her lameness n noisiness..
haha.. she so poor ting..
alone in tj..
hey JX I MISS YA K!!
ya.. nitez ppl.. :)

2006-03-28T17:20:00.000+08:00

i'm in the skool library again..
yesh.. agn..
ya.. not for studyin purpose agn..
ya.. agn..
obviously..
i'm not a nerd ya noe..
haha..
i'm so craps..
haha..
ya.. slackin agn at the library..
nice place to chill out at..
haha..
ya.. celeb yh's bdae y'day..
overall was quite fun..
saw lots of s303 ppl whom i missed
so BADLY lors..
haha..
chintow, cailing, audrey, chuilaam..
n lots more..
lots of ppl came to yh's "party"
haha..
but act it was more a gatherin
than a bdae celeb la..
haha..
n cailing gave mi a
DING QING XING WU..
haha.. so touched..
i love u guys..:)

2006-03-27T17:21:00.000+08:00

hihi.. i'm in the skool library nw..
not for studyin of course..
haha..
i where god so hardworkin one rite..
basically i'm bloggin nw la..
haha..
i'm so hyper today..
lalala...
dunno y..
haha..
*craps*
ltr we r gg to celeb yh's bdae..
haha..
den can c chintow n cailing too..
so long nv c them le..
reli miss them lots..
haha..
act todae god caesar's challenge one..
but dunno y evryone not gg..
so i also follow the crowd lor..
haha..
n btw nv c ning for lik so long le..
miss her so much but she nv miss mi de..
haha..
hope she can find
the rite guy for herself lor..
kk.. gtg le..
bye peeps..
n i mus thanx xx for helpin mi
format tis template..
thanx.. luv ya..

2006-03-26T21:46:00.001+08:00

hihi..it's ahtan here..
haha.. finally..
a blog of my own..
after so many failed attempts..
i'm so proud of myself..
so excited abt my new blog..
haha..
hey guys.. pls visit my blog when free k..
yupyup..
ahtan is craappin agn..
but tt's the way she is..
been bz..
hav to update blog at asshole family too..
2 entries in one day.. :)
still enjoyin moments of bloggin rite now..
haha.. lalala..
ya.. craps..
ok.. shall end off here..
still god loads of stuff unfinished..
haha..
i luv [06S303]..
btw wna wish my clique member..
yanhong, happy bdae!!
u rox.. luv ya.. :P