has been eons since i last blogged ba.. so do u guys miss mi?? haha.. ok.. it's obvious tt i'm crappin.. yeah.. back to my norm old self.. *claps* has been feelin down for past few days.. i was feelin lik tis on mon(170406) i feel so insignificant.. i feel invisible.. i hav nv felt lik tt b4.. absolutely depressed.. tings not gg e way i wan.. haix.. ppl ask mi y i'm so depressed nowadays.. ya.. tt's wad i hope to find out myself too.. wad's happenin to mi.. haix.. i wonder if i'm being hated by my frens.. for always being so ap.. haix.. y r tings gettin worse for mi in jc.. mayb ppl hav gotten tired of mi.. for always being so ap ba.. now evryone bz wif their own stuff.. who wud care so much abt mi anymore.. perhaps no one will.. no one.. frm now.. i'm lonely.. i'm alone.. dere jus seem to be miscomm nowadays.. canot reli xpress wad i wna say.. reli wish for someone by my side.. to listen to my probs.. when will i find someone lik tt?? haix.. i reli tired of smiling all day.. havin to put on a facade evryday is tough.. watchin ur frens laughin happily at one corner wallowin in self pity urself at the other corner reli saddens mi.. haix.. feelin so empty inside.. haix..
